Obviously (?) that isn't what it is. I have since seen CALAMITY JANE and realized that it was her pining for Howard Keel. However, if you listen to it without knowing what it is actually about, it sounds a lot like a gay woman admitting that she has feelings for another woman.
Atleast, that's the way I always hear it. ;-)
Music by Sammy Fain
Lyrics by Paul Francis Webster